My Colors

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From orlandomuse.



(8) Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and supportive personalities of the Life Colors. They live from their heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on the planet is to give love, to teach love and to learn that they are loved. Their priorities are love, relationships, and spirituality.

Blues are traditionally teachers, counselors, and nurses---basically the loving, nurturers and caretakers on the planet. Blues are constantly helping others. They want to make sure that everyone feels loved and accepted. People are always turning to Blues for comfort and counsel because Blues will always be there for them. They consistently provide a shoulder for others to cry on.
Blues are the most emotional personalities in the aura spectrum. They can cry at the drop of a hat. Blues cry when they are happy, hurt, angry, sad, or for no apparent reason at all. Even watching a sentimental commercial on television can bring on tears.

(8) Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited, energetic, and childlike personalities in the aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful, sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun, and to help heal the planet.

Yellows can either be very shy and sensitive, or they can be the life of the party. These playful characters have a great sense of humor. They love to laugh and to make others laugh. Yellows believe life is to be enjoyed. They like to live life freely and spontaneously. With a perpetual smile on their face, they remind people to not take themselves or their problems too seriously.
Yellows would prefer not to work at all, unless their work was fun, playful, or creative. They love nature, and often have concerns for the survival of wildlife and the environment. Dogs are very drawn to Yellows and often become their best friends.

(6) The Sensitive Tan is the bridge between the mental colors and the emotional colors. Their auras are a combination of a light tan color with a light blue band next to it that encircles the body. Their personalities are a subtle combination of the mental Tan qualities and the emotional Blue qualities.

Sensitive Tans incorporate the characteristics of mental, analytical logic with loving and intuitive compassion. These gentle personalities are quiet, sensitive and supportive. They prefer, like Logical Tans, to maintain a rational, intellectual foundation while they analytically process data.
Sensitive Tans are more emotional and intuitive than Logical Tans, but they tend to keep their feelings to themselves. When a problem arises, Sensitive Tans will retreat inside to figure out the most practical solution.

(5) Violets are the inspirational visionaries, leaders and teachers who are here to help save the planet. Most Violets feel drawn to educate the masses, to inspire higher ideals, to improve the quality of life on the planet, or to help save people, animals and the environment.

All Violets have an inner sense that they are here to do something important, that their destiny is greater than that of the average person. Most Violets have felt this way since childhood. As children, many Violets imagined becoming famous, or traveling the planet, possibly joining humanitarian causes such the Peace Corp. Many of these charismatic personalities take on roles as leaders and teachers, while other Violets prefer to reach people through music, film or other art form.

Because this era is currently the "Violet Age," any Violets who are not accomplishing what they came here to do are experiencing an inner “push” — even an inner “earthquake.” Inner forces seem to be shaking them up and pushing them to move into action, to fulfill their life purpose. Violets know they are here to do something significant. However, they aren't always sure what that something is or how to accomplish it.
Many Violets were taught as children that their dreams and aspirations were unrealistic, so they have lost touch with their original visions. It's important for Violets to reconnect with their life purpose and vision, and to take action. Otherwise they will always feel unfulfilled. They will always sense something is missing from their lives. Violets need to learn to slow down long enough to listen to their inner voice and to connect with their higher vision.

Find out your colors!

Comments

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I've thought that before and been wrong, though.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Don't worry, baby. I've never thought this about anyone before, and I wouldn't dare be wrong about anything involving your happiness!

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

You are so silly.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

*smiles* True.

But don't be afraid of getting hurt or hurting me. It's not going to happen.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

You can't know that.

I just want to make sure your eyes are wide open, baby.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Honey, I'm optimistic but I'm not deluding myself. I know your history because you've told me everything. I know mine and I've told you everything (and just ask me if you need more details). Neither of us has been perfect in our past relationships, and we've caused more hurt than we should have.

But, baby, I know how I feel about you and I know how good we are together. I know that I've never felt anything like this before. And if the day should ever come that something does happen, I also know that we would deal with it and not let it rip us apart. I won't ever let you leave me because you think it's what's best for me. You're what's best for me.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

*chews lip*

All right. As long as you understand I'm an idiot at this.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

*hugs you*

You're only an idiot if you won't learn from your mistakes, baby. We're in the same boat. If we go down, we're going down together. But just remember that I'm pretty stubborn when I have to be.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I'm pretty sure I'm an idiot.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Sweetheart...

Okay, here's your chance to tell me exactly what you're worried about. Just lay it all on the table and let me sort through it.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I leave.

When everything's going well, I panic, and I leave. I did it to Jimmy, and I did it to Will after he and I got engaged. I run.

I don't know why I do it. It's like I can't stand to be happy for long. It's almost like I prefer to be alone and miserable. But I don't! Not really. I don't know... maybe I'm scared that if it's that good, something's going to happen to mess it up so I leave first, before anything can happen.

I'm not scared of you hurting me. I'm scared that I'm going to leave you.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Baby, what do you think is going to mess up your happiness? It's got to be something really big if it makes you walk away from people you love.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I don't know.

It's like a huge monster under the bed or something. Something I can't see, but I'm certain it's there, and I leave.

I don't want to hurt you, ever. But then I never wanted to hurt anyone else, either, and look how that's turned out.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

*nods*

All right, you could leave me. But, you know, there's nothing that says I can't go after you and bring you home.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

Why would you do that?

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Because I love you and I'm not going to let you leave me without a fight.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

You'd really come after me? No matter what I said to you?

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Baby, I would know that you were ready to run because you're scared. And when people are scared, they say things they don't mean. Those things wouldn't mean you'd suddenly stopped loving me, right?

*smiles* So, yes, I would go after you no matter what you said to me.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

No, I wouldn't stop loving you. That wasn't ever the reason I left.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Tell me how you left them, sweetheart.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I'm ashamed to say.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

*holds him*

Baby, I love you. You can tell me anything and I'm not going to judge you.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

*sigh*

Jimmy was in a terrible car accident, and it affected his memory, as well as injuring him badly. While he was in hospital, I came to see him every day, and he fell in love with me. We'd known each other before, and I had a huge crush on him, but I don't think he was actually attracted to me.

But he was vulnerable, and I doted on him, every minute I could, even though I was dating Will by then too.

When he came out of the hospital, he moved into my office, which I converted into a bedroom. I slept there with him. We never did more than kiss, but I loved him. He loved me too.

After he got better, he went to see his father in England. (He was like me, in a different dimension) He promised he'd come back, and I promised I'd wait for him. I kissed him and sent him home.

But while he was gone, I was lonely, and I turned to Will more and more. I knew that Jimmy was a monogamous man. He would never tolerate me being with Will if I were going to be with him.

When he came back, he came to my door, and I told him to go away. I told him I loved Will, and that I didn't want him.

It was a lie. I did love him, but I was selfish, and I didn't want to give Will up. Frankly, I liked the sex too much, and Jimmy wasn't giving me that. So I broke his heart and sent him away.

Later, after Will, I wanted Jimmy back. I made an absolute fool of myself because he had someone else, but I refused to acknowledge it. I wanted him, and I was selfish enough to think he'd simply take me back.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Oh, baby... That sounds like an awful situation for all three of you to have been in, frankly. Tell me, if that happened today, would you have made the same decisions?

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

That's just it, Will.

I don't know. I say no, because I know how badly I treated him, but in reality? I don't know.