My Colors

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From orlandomuse.



(8) Blues are some of the most loving, nurturing and supportive personalities of the Life Colors. They live from their heart and emotions. Their purpose for being on the planet is to give love, to teach love and to learn that they are loved. Their priorities are love, relationships, and spirituality.

Blues are traditionally teachers, counselors, and nurses---basically the loving, nurturers and caretakers on the planet. Blues are constantly helping others. They want to make sure that everyone feels loved and accepted. People are always turning to Blues for comfort and counsel because Blues will always be there for them. They consistently provide a shoulder for others to cry on.
Blues are the most emotional personalities in the aura spectrum. They can cry at the drop of a hat. Blues cry when they are happy, hurt, angry, sad, or for no apparent reason at all. Even watching a sentimental commercial on television can bring on tears.

(8) Yellows are the most fun-loving, free-spirited, energetic, and childlike personalities in the aura spectrum. Yellows are wonderful, sensitive, optimistic beings, whose life purpose is to bring joy to people, to have fun, and to help heal the planet.

Yellows can either be very shy and sensitive, or they can be the life of the party. These playful characters have a great sense of humor. They love to laugh and to make others laugh. Yellows believe life is to be enjoyed. They like to live life freely and spontaneously. With a perpetual smile on their face, they remind people to not take themselves or their problems too seriously.
Yellows would prefer not to work at all, unless their work was fun, playful, or creative. They love nature, and often have concerns for the survival of wildlife and the environment. Dogs are very drawn to Yellows and often become their best friends.

(6) The Sensitive Tan is the bridge between the mental colors and the emotional colors. Their auras are a combination of a light tan color with a light blue band next to it that encircles the body. Their personalities are a subtle combination of the mental Tan qualities and the emotional Blue qualities.

Sensitive Tans incorporate the characteristics of mental, analytical logic with loving and intuitive compassion. These gentle personalities are quiet, sensitive and supportive. They prefer, like Logical Tans, to maintain a rational, intellectual foundation while they analytically process data.
Sensitive Tans are more emotional and intuitive than Logical Tans, but they tend to keep their feelings to themselves. When a problem arises, Sensitive Tans will retreat inside to figure out the most practical solution.

(5) Violets are the inspirational visionaries, leaders and teachers who are here to help save the planet. Most Violets feel drawn to educate the masses, to inspire higher ideals, to improve the quality of life on the planet, or to help save people, animals and the environment.

All Violets have an inner sense that they are here to do something important, that their destiny is greater than that of the average person. Most Violets have felt this way since childhood. As children, many Violets imagined becoming famous, or traveling the planet, possibly joining humanitarian causes such the Peace Corp. Many of these charismatic personalities take on roles as leaders and teachers, while other Violets prefer to reach people through music, film or other art form.

Because this era is currently the "Violet Age," any Violets who are not accomplishing what they came here to do are experiencing an inner “push” — even an inner “earthquake.” Inner forces seem to be shaking them up and pushing them to move into action, to fulfill their life purpose. Violets know they are here to do something significant. However, they aren't always sure what that something is or how to accomplish it.
Many Violets were taught as children that their dreams and aspirations were unrealistic, so they have lost touch with their original visions. It's important for Violets to reconnect with their life purpose and vision, and to take action. Otherwise they will always feel unfulfilled. They will always sense something is missing from their lives. Violets need to learn to slow down long enough to listen to their inner voice and to connect with their higher vision.

Find out your colors!

Comments

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Not true. You told me that Will was there for you when Cordy died. If he wanted nothing to do with you, he wouldn't have been there for you. And doesn't Jimmy live far away? There's no telling what's going on in his life right now. Cordy, I can understand. Scorned ex wives are the most unforgiving creatures on the planet. I'm convinced the only reason Talia is civil to me now is because I'm seeing you and she can get some mileage out of knowing you by association. If not for you, she'd still be burning me in effigy and harassing me.

And who's 'they' and what the hell do they know, anyway? I know plenty of people who're despised by their exes, but they're wonderful people. It's the exes who have a problem. Most of the time it's because they still have feelings for the person, so it comes out as hostility. I don't think I'm a bad person, but I am a serial cheater who was very unkind in my younger days. Do you honestly think I'm that same person?

Stop trying to make me stop loving you.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

You were that way years ago, Will. I was that way three months ago!

I'm not trying to make you do anything. I don't think I am, at least.

I'm just scared to fucking death. I don't want to be responsible for another broken heart.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Listen to me, baby. No, don't just listen. Hear me, because this is going to be long.

I love you. I understand your fears and your self-doubt. They're valid, I respect them and I'm not trying to belittle them in any way.

Sweetheart, you cannot be responsible for everything that has gone wrong in your past relationships. As nice as it would be to think I'm perfect, if anything went wrong with us, I would have to take some of the blame. Maybe just a teeny part since I'm pretty great - kidding - but it wouldn't all be you. It's never just one person's fault.

Not to be cruel, but Cordelia's the one who willingly married a gay man and fell in love with him. Unless she's part of that religious group that thinks the gay can be reversed in someone, she went into a really iffy situation with her eyes wide open. You may not have mourned her the "right" way, but you did mourn her. I know you did. People who really know you know that you did. Besides, men are wired differently when it comes to being widowed. Women have these romantic notions of a guy being so sad his dick falls off and he never loves again. But, come on. Sex can be a release for grief just as much as wailing, sobbing and beating your chest. Add being a gay guy to the mix and sex is most definitely going to factor into the whole mourning thing. I know it was primarily a physical thing in those early days because we're both attractive men who wanted each other and needed what we could get from one another. It had nothing to do with how much you loved Cordelia. When she came back from the dead, you told me that she didn't want to try and work things out because she was pissed off about me being in the picture. And she wanted the divorce! So how in the world could you have done anything more? There are laws against holding someone down and forcing them to try and work things out. From what you've told me, she's a strong, independent woman who knows her own mind. You wouldn't have changed it and it doesn't sound like she wanted you to try. You broke her heart by moving on too quickly after you thought she was dead. Baby, if I died and you hooked up with someone else, I wouldn't begrudge you your happiness or expect you to put your life on hold just because I wasn't there. I hate to say it, but that way of thinking is very, very female.

I'm sorry. I don't mean to vent, but what in the world did you do wrong that isn't what any other man could be guilty of doing? Peter and I were together less than a month after he lost his partner of seven years. A man he adored with all his heart. If any of his friends tried to judge him as harshly as you're judging yourself right now, I would have left him. Should I leave, baby? If I walk away right now, is that going to make everything and everyone feel better and alleviate your guilt about what you did to her and what you might possibly do to me in the future?

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

No.

Please don't leave. Not yet, anyway. I'd be lost without you.

I don't know. Maybe I do need help. I don't know where to go to get it though.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Baby, I'm not going anywhere. I couldn't even if I wanted to. But I don't want to. You have my heart, Orlando. I want to stay right by your side and love you until you can't stand it anymore.

We can figure something out, okay? I promise I will do whatever I can to help you.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

Okay.

I don't know why I'm so scared, but I love you. I really do.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

I know you do, and that's why I can't let this go without a fight. No to be conceited, but if your fear makes you walk away from me, you'll miss me and end up breaking your own heart.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

It's not conceited, it's just true. I've done that before.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Then it's settled. I do not want you breaking your own heart, love of mine. So we'll figure this out, no matter how long it takes. I come from healthy stock, for the most part. I've got many years ahead of me.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I don't kill my lovers, Will. *chuckle*

But speaking of, what happened to your dad? How old was he?

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

He was 66 and dropped dead of a massive coronary caused by a blood clot. Personally, I think the evil in him stopped up his heart. Mom says that he was too stressed out. The doctors said it was a freak thing.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

Well, we're going to keep you healthy, and you're going to have regular physicals. I won't have you dropping dead like that.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Yes, sir! I'm actually pretty good about getting my annual stuff done. And I'd be pissed off if I suddenly dropped dead and left you.

What about you? Family history? Do you get a physical every year?

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I do. Both of my parents are still alive, as well as my grandmother, and she's ancient!

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

I am very happy to hear that, sweetheart. I plan on being with you for a very, very, very long time. And we need to stay in good shape so we can continue to fuck like bunnies.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

Maybe I should get a bike so we can ride together.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

That would be awesome! We had so much fun on that tour we did. Do you rollerblade? That's fun, too.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I have, but not in years!

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

You'll get back into the groove once you get started again.

I love you, baby. I want you to be okay with being happy with me no matter what we do.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I just want to be okay with being happy, period.

Exercise always helps my mood.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

It's a really nice rush, for sure.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

Endorphins, right?

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

Yup. 'Course, chocolate can lift your mood, too. But you don't look as good naked.

[orlandomuse.livejournal.com]

I suppose not. You wouldn't get those incredible legs if you just sat around eating choccies.

[ex-will-port106.livejournal.com]

*grins* You know... Maybe we could eat chocolate while we ride. Between the serotonin and the endorphines, we just might explode with good feelings while still looking hot.