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porter_inc ([personal profile] porter_inc) wrote2006-12-06 05:41 am
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I'm an asshole

I don't know what the hell I was thinking. I broke down and told Mom about the woman who wrote me claiming to be the product of Tobias's first marriage. I showed her the letter, then she went into her room and hasn't come out since. The door's locked and when I knock on it, she just tells me she needs a moment alone.

I called Ann and Helene to come over, but they were both busy. I was going to call some of her other friends, but I don't know if they know about Dad's first marriage. So, I called Pete. He's on his way.

Update: She let Pete in there to talk to her, but he locked the door behind him. At least I know she'll be okay if he's in there with her, but what kind of damage have I done?

[identity profile] lost-spiritus.livejournal.com 2006-12-06 08:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Sometimes you fight, you withdraw and think little of yourself because you were always told you were worthless and had to fight.

[identity profile] ex-will-port106.livejournal.com 2006-12-06 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
That's horrible, sweetheart.

[identity profile] lost-spiritus.livejournal.com 2006-12-06 08:32 pm (UTC)(link)
Look, no matter what your mother loves you and always will, never forget that. She will be proud you were strong enough to tell her.

[identity profile] ex-will-port106.livejournal.com 2006-12-12 08:58 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks, Mac. I'll talk to her as soon as she's ready for me to do that.