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porter_inc) wrote2006-06-27 07:34 pm
porter_inc) wrote2006-06-27 07:34 pm
Gah
I swear, I can't remember the last time I updated this thing. I was doing so well with writing every day and then I lost my job and ended up doing something crazy like getting a life where I don't have to be at my computer all day. I guess it helps that I've had things to do around here and I can be up with Kev and his crazy schedule. When Kev's not here, I've been writing, but I've been doing that in notebooks like I did as a kid. It's easier for me somehow and doesn't feel like work the way sitting at a computer does.
Anyway, the reason I had to write after all this time is because I've been propositioned.
Remember my mother's lesbians? Yeah, me neither. I mean, they were sweet and everything when I met them, but I kind of forgot about them once I got back to Seattle. Anyway, guess who they told my mom they'd like to be a sperm donor? I almost dropped the phone. And I haven't even thought about discussing it with Kevin yet.
Part of me thinks, "Aw, I can do so much to help them, and it'll be a real gift."
Part of me thinks, "Cool, I'll be a dad, and I won't have any of the responsibility that goes with it."
Part of me thinks, "Damn, I'll be a dad, and I might be expected to actually care."
I guess those last two are basically the same thought. Nothing's been discussed at this point. Mom said she was "floating the idea." I think I need to talk to the lesbians myself and see if it was really their idea or if Mom's just trying to pump a grandchild out of me by any means necessary.
Anyway, the reason I had to write after all this time is because I've been propositioned.
Remember my mother's lesbians? Yeah, me neither. I mean, they were sweet and everything when I met them, but I kind of forgot about them once I got back to Seattle. Anyway, guess who they told my mom they'd like to be a sperm donor? I almost dropped the phone. And I haven't even thought about discussing it with Kevin yet.
Part of me thinks, "Aw, I can do so much to help them, and it'll be a real gift."
Part of me thinks, "Cool, I'll be a dad, and I won't have any of the responsibility that goes with it."
Part of me thinks, "Damn, I'll be a dad, and I might be expected to actually care."
I guess those last two are basically the same thought. Nothing's been discussed at this point. Mom said she was "floating the idea." I think I need to talk to the lesbians myself and see if it was really their idea or if Mom's just trying to pump a grandchild out of me by any means necessary.
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