http://ex-will-port106.livejournal.com/ ([identity profile] ex-will-port106.livejournal.com) wrote in [personal profile] porter_inc 2006-12-28 05:18 am (UTC)

*takes a deep breath*

Orli, I don't know what to say. I don't know what you want me to say. I'm not going to hate what you did and I'm not going to be afraid that one day you'll leave me. I feel horrible that you're still hurting because of the pain you caused people you loved. I feel badly for Jimmy and Will going through everything they did.

But, baby, I'm sorry, I'm still not going to think you're a horrible person for leaving Will because you couldn't bear the weight of what happened to him. You're a human being, and you're not infallible.

I know I'm lucky that Kevin didn't hurt me more, but that's only because you and Logan saved me. I'd be dead if not for you, and I wish that could mean more or make you see...

You're beating yourself up, sweetheart. I'm not going to join in. And I'm not going to have any doubts about wanting to be with you.

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