It sounds to me like you promised Jimmy something you didn't really have a right to; not when you were dating someone else already and knew how Jimmy would feel about sharing you. But it doesn't sound like you left him because you were afraid. You chose Will because you didn't want to give up what you had with him and what he gave you. You made a choice, baby, and sometimes choices are going to be selfish. You could have either hurt Will or you could have hurt Jimmy, and you made your choice. It doesn't matter why. You can't beat yourself up for that.
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Sweetheart, I love your honesty.
It sounds to me like you promised Jimmy something you didn't really have a right to; not when you were dating someone else already and knew how Jimmy would feel about sharing you. But it doesn't sound like you left him because you were afraid. You chose Will because you didn't want to give up what you had with him and what he gave you. You made a choice, baby, and sometimes choices are going to be selfish. You could have either hurt Will or you could have hurt Jimmy, and you made your choice. It doesn't matter why. You can't beat yourself up for that.